Sam- I'm Scared Guys- 1-19-16

Pretty much my entire life I have told myself "I want to be an English teacher"
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Until

 "I want to be an English teacher"
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 "......."
"Why?"

Why do I have to be an English teacher?



well... you- y- you hav- I- I don't know, at least not for sure.



I keep telling myself I have to be an English teacher



But I don't know if I am doing it because I want to


I'm doing it because that's the only thing I believe I can do

But- I don't want to do that
I don't know what I want to do
people my age already have colleges talking to them
and just now I'm realizing this
I don't know what to do
I don't think I am good enough at things to have a job
I am not talented enough
and now I'm taking the mid terms and I just can't
I don't know what I am doing with my life
I just wish the universes I make up in my head exsisted, where I could be happy

Hope you guys have a good day/week/month/year/lifetime/beyond
Love Sam

Sam- Black Out Poems 1-13-16

So, I'm back.

Sorry.

I'm Lazy.

But I'm here to talk about something cool.

In a way it's a DIY.

In a way it's a form of literature.

Today I will be talking about black out poems, or shadow poems.

Basically, what it is, is a poem, using a page of an old book.

You outline words or phrases in a page of an old book.

Using these words you can "black out" the rest of the page.

This leaves something along these lines:

Friends help me by the time the shadows make do with me

Hand over foot climbing towards the light, higher and higher
out into the warm sunlight, the air was alive, open

This DIY is very cool, and you don't have to be very good at writing to do it, so I hope you guys like this!

Have a good/day/week/month/year/lifetime/beyond :)
-Love Sam

Happy New Year!

HAPPY 2016! Sam and I would like to say the biggest "THANK YOU" to everyone who had been with us so far on this journey!

I can't wait to see what 2016 has to bring. I'm just super glad I was able to start this blog with one of my best friends Sam.

So many great things have happened in 2015! I wonder what will happen in 2016!?

This is just a huge thank you to everyone so far, and also here's another thank you to everyone who will be joining us on this journey.

THANK YOU 

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!!!! 


(wait.... it's 2016 already??)