Well, let's just say we're sorry

Hey, it's Sam.

I know it's been over six months.

And I just used 'hey' to introduce myself again.

I should be making some excuse like I've had deathly illness.

But honestly, like I've said every other time I've left for a long period of time.

I'm just lazy.

And I've been losing it.

Everyday since I left I've questioned what I was doing with my life.

I question myself and the world around me.

Constantly.

I have no excuse for leaving, Sophia and I have talked about this place that we've created everyday.

But

I am sorry

I've gotten a slight grip on the world around me since school started.

And this year I plan to make up for lost time.

So.

Here's to a new year.

I hope I'll be able to spend it with you.

Have a-

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I can't tell you what to feel anymore.

-Sam